Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • Lately...well for a while now I've been having dreams that are pretty much like real life except maybe a little worse.  What the fuck is up with that.  I haven't had a very good dream in a long time.  The best dreams I have these days are ones that are normal and nothing bad happens in them.  What's the point of dreaming when I can't even get any good ones? Damn it.  Napping is no fun anymore.  I only nap because I'm weak mentally haha.  My dreams are really pissing me off.  I want to have dreams like back in the day when I saw really cool planets in the sky or when we were rich and had a pool :D.  I hate my brain!! Can't it give me a fucking break fuckk.
  • I was writing a blog about my feelings, but they're too lame to post so now I've deleted the few sentences I wrote.  Haha! Week 6 wasn't a good week for my emotions, but Week 7 is coming.  Let's hope it's better :).

Monday, 02 November 2009

  • I can't stop listening to V6's Change the Worldd! Or more accurately, watching it.  Watching it makes me want to update my Xanga and say fuck you to FB cause almost nobody writes out what they're really thinking on FB and all they do is post up pictures of stupid parties or some other stupid crap.  Screw that I don't want to see it!

    ...I love you, Xanga :).

Friday, 30 October 2009

  • It's Fridayy!! Dude this week felt like 2 days.  Wtff can't believe Week 5 is over!! I never thought I'd say this, but I don't want college to go by so fast.  I want to be a 2nd year forever! It rocks so much more than last year.  I'm hardly even home sick :).  I'm in such a good mood right now.  Probably cause I realized how much my job rocks :)) or maybe cause tomorrow's Halloween<3 and I don't have work until Tuesday! Ahaha yayy plus today I'm not going to my classes.  I have some reading to catch up on, but it should be no problem.  Midterm on Monday, paper due Tuesday, but..they're not phasing me at..the moment ahah :D.  I think I'm in a good mood because I smell like the sandwiches I was making a little while ago :} and I'm getting better at them yay! Ummmm man I want to go look at stars<3.  This morning while going to work and last night coming back from review I realized I haven't been taking time to look at the sky lately.  The world is so pretty :).  Other than having to do school work, life prettyy much rocks.

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

Monday, 26 October 2009

  • Ugghh I let myself fall behind in readings like an idiot!! And here I am updating instead of reading loll.  At least I'm not still clicking randomly on FB which I was just doing hahah.  This weekend was SO TIRING, but pretty awesome at the same time :}.  Action packed! Ahaha that's exaggerating though considering I slept through like half of my Sunday.  Let's see..on Friday we watched Paranormal Activity!! It was soo scaryyy!!! Omfg what a good movie, no jokee! Dudde ahaha during the ending scenes I was soo freaked out.  Hahaha but I got over it pretty quickly outside the movie theater thank goodness or I'll never be able to sleep! Haha.  Got to sleep around 3:30? We were playing Singstar -_-" :D.

    On Saturday we had a work meeting from 9-1 which was pretty fun cause we played this game kind of like Jeopardy and my team was called the Ecoli Crew Lol cause we were learning about cleanliness and all that stuff ahaha.  We were doing pretty well until the final question when one group owned everybody else booo.  Ahaha and there was this one video about how to lift boxes and stuff and the host guy was from the 24th century LOL what a loser.  Hahah.  After that went to UTC to try to find something to wear to New Member Install but couldn't find SHIT cause UTC SUCKS.  Hahah went back to school and borrowed a dress from Angelarge and went to Install.  It was sooo much fun.  Angry Ninja Cheeseburgers is definitely the coolest family ever!! We got ninja headbands and it was freaking awesome :DD~ and I'm especially excited because of my recently new-found love for ninjas hehehe.  Our group was so competitive for Penny Wars Lol we had like the most negative but that's only cause the other groups were hating on us :P ahaha.  Then went to Something Awesome (the dance) and it was really fun though in the beginning the music was sooo slow.  Sped up finallyy and had fun :D.  Yay! I've been wanting to go to a dance all year! Hurray! Went to sleep att.. 2:40?

    Then on Sunday (today-ish?) had to wake up freaking early (8) cause I signed up to volunteer at a soup kitchen.  It was really cool though and I liked seeing all the different kinds of people who go and get food.  Which was deliciouss by the way hahaha.  A lot of people were mixing apple juice and grape juice..I wonder how good it is haha.  We forgot to try.  After that went to RITE AID and got ice cream can you believe it?? Lol whoooa.  Rocky Road<3! Freaking love Rite Aid ice creammm! Then finally got home and freaking slept for 3 hours when I only intended to sleep for 1.  Got up and went to work :).  I was taking Angela's shift cause she had review and omg this shift rocks compared to my usual ones.  Soo much less tiring and stressful hahaha.  But I really suck at making sandwiches :'(.  Loll.  I took an extra hour and got home around 9..lagged and showered and stuff until now.  I did some reading, so that's alrighht haha.  Shiett.  Excited to go to sleep and be productive tomorrow :}.

Wednesday, 21 October 2009

  • Arrggh I went to work today at 5 and they told me I don't start working 'til 6 so now I'm here with some time to kill.  My schedule says I start work at 5.  I don't want to start work at 6!! Wth they just want me to help them clean up later :((.  Haha well I figured I should blog since I'm here.  I know I should be reading instead...but I DON'T WANT TO READ I WANT TO WORK loll.  I don't reallyy want to work I want to go to the gym.  Haha.  I wish I got paid to go to the gym.  Whooo that would be nice.  Though I wouldn't make that much money ahaha.  So yesterday was a very productive day.  I went to class, did my laundry, went to a meeting, went to work, washed my hair AND did my reading.  If I had gone to the gym, I would be SUPERHUMAN LOl j/k.  But it's amazing how much you can achieve in a day if you're not being a lazyass.  Damnn it today I was supposed to read and then go to the gym and hopefully get some Naruto in, but since this hour of delay...who knows Lol.  I had more reading than I anticipated, but I guess Naruto can wait :(.  Ugh I only have around 60 chapters to catch up and I've been fucking putting it off for school reading instead.  Hahah I could've been caught up ages ago! Oh well, maybe on the weekend..maybe.  Halloween is coming up!! I need to watch Paranormal Activity ugghh! WHY am I so slow in watching movies now? I've been to ONE movie since I got down here.  ShiT! Haha.  On Monday I had my Econ. midterm and a Poli. quiz.  I have no idea how I did.  I didn't come out with a feeling of disaster, so it probably won't be too bad ahaha.  I drank hot chocolate today :d.  It wasn't that good, but it made me focus on reading cause I was in the bookstore.  Cool! Lol ohh and I ate Poptarts in class and that class went by pretty quickly I must say Lol.  Sigh.  I ate a bowl noodle at first.  You know, the quality of bowl noodle these days isn't what is used to be just a year ago.  How terribly upsetting.  At least I won't crave it as much anymore.  Haha.  Hmmm what else can I write in here? Oooh on Saturday I went to CKI South where we played games and did relays and stuff and it was so much fun.  Soo tiring.  I think I got like 2 shades darker because of it ahaha.  And there was this TIRING ASS jumprope teamwork challenge god damnn.  Haha.  I love jumping rope! I've forgotten how fun it is.  AND HOW GOOD I AM.  Lol j/k, I'm not that good.  Ahaha.  Anywayy.  Another place I applied for work for called me back today those bastards.  Hahah I almost spelled it basterds.  But yeah I had to decline them :(.  It's an easier job, but as for convenience, it was a bit far away and in the time I take traveling, I could be earning money  haha.  And we all know how much I need that! Man this quarter is going by kind of fast.  Noo.  Weeks 0 and 1 went by soo slowly but 2,3, and now 4 are zooming by! Oh noo.  Though I am pretty excited for the Christmas season!! Once November hits, it'll be Holiday Season! People should come visit here for Thanksgiving!! Come on!! I also want to carve a pumpkin which I think my apartmentmates will be doing soon yay! Wow what a randomass entry.  Oh well! Going to work in 10 minutes! Haha.

Monday, 19 October 2009

  • Today, I was filling in my planner for the next few weeks and I noticed how busy I am with my classes, work, and Circle K events :).  It feels good not having time to slack.  Feels like the good old days before college haha yess<3.  It sucks when it's happening, but it's so worth it.

Friday, 16 October 2009

  • I FINALLY HAVE A JOB.  AND GUESS WHAT? APPLYING ENDLESSLY DIDN'T HELP AT ALL.  BEING NOT LAZY DIDN'T HELP ONE BIT.  BECAUSE THE JOB I GOT WAS THE FIRST JOB I APPLIED FOR THIS YEAR.  ISN'T THAT GREAT.  I'M NOT LAZY FOR ONCE AND I COULD'VE DONE NOTHING THE WHOLE TIME AND THE RESULT WOULD BE THE SAME.

    I WOULD BE ANGERED BY THIS BUT I HAVE A JOB NOW SO I'M ONLY SLIGHTLY PEEVED :D.

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

  • Damn Xanga! Why must you have a view count showing me how little people come to read my pointless entries? Haha.  So I just came back from MUS9 and just ate a SUBWAY SANDWICHH!! LOL I don't know why I'm so excited about it, but it was just absolutely delicious<3.  It wasn't as messy as usual AND it was almost perfect except the vegetables were too outside of the bread while the tuna was too inside Lol.  Anyway.  I don't know why I'm updating.  My book is in my room yet to be read and I'm in the living room on my laptop.  Dododo.  I don't think I'm going to my other two classes today.  Now, before you assume I'm being a bad student, the only reason I'm not going is because attendance to these classes (ECON. section, POLI102C) is optional AND it's useless.  I shouldn't have gone to MUS9 either because although it usually is useful, the teacher wasn't even there today.  We had to spend over an hour listening to TAs talk about stuff that wasn't going to be on the test.  I only stayed the whole time because I thought we were supposed to sign in, but they said it was a FREE DAY today.  Wtf how can you tell people who stayed the WHOLE time it was a "free day" when you should've told the people who DIDN'T go how lucky they were to not have to sit through that BS?? Hahah I spent the whole classtime doodling.

    So yesterday I was watching the news and everybody's making a huge deal about the Obama White House talking shit about FOX news.  He SHOULD be talking shit about them!! They're bias as hell though they claim to just be "not as easy" on Obama as the other stations.  Fuck that!! You can't just report fake news and get your viewers all riled up and believing bad things about liberals (conveniently, right?), then get caught for being wrong and apologizing later on.  The damage has already been done.  Do you think the majority of the people watching you guys are going to listen to the apology, realize what they believed was wrong, and then completely change their views again? SCREW YOU GUYS.  It is true that the White House should be focusing on more important issues, and that's what FOX is trying to get people to realize, that Obama is being petty and having his priorities mixed up.  I don't think they should let FOX news go that easily, though, because a news station really shouldn't claim to be a legitimate news source when all they do is give one-sided news stories.  The worst part of it is that people can watch FOX without having cable, so they can't even watch the better stations.  That's the only reason FOX has so many viewers, not because they're any good.

    Unrelatedly, other than not being able to get a job, life's been pretty good lately :).

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